Self Collision

SELF COLLISION Acrylic on canvas When I can’t find the answers I feel dripped in shame and pity that how can i not see through the air filled with dust of uncertainty The beasts of emotion and desire one trying to escape, to be free like a fire other willing to drag it down into the shoreless eternal mire Before getting my answers within me every time a war breaks whether I should follow my instinct or try hard to be someone else My fate remains undecided until I choose a side Grinding me into fragments Rival thoughts collide